The Beginning Chapter 4 - The Barn Roof (2/4)

John left Waka by the southern path.

He did not choose it for any noble reason. It was simply the path with fewer students on it. The academy fell behind him in stages. First the towers vanished behind trees. Then the voices thinned. Then even the smell of ink and wet root faded, replaced by cut grass, damp soil, and smoke from cooking fires.

A small farming village lay beyond the last academy rise. It was not marked on any serious map, which was often how villages survived. Its houses were low and plain. Its fences leaned. Its wells worked. Fields rolled out from it in long dark strips, and hay barns stood like tired animals in the blue of evening.

John walked until the lamps of Waka became a loose scatter behind him.

He had meant to think.

He found, quickly, that thinking was a terrible activity when one had something real to think about.

So he walked among the barns instead. A dog barked at him once and then decided he was not worth the effort. Somewhere a cow lowed with deep, private sadness. Fireflies moved above the grass near an irrigation ditch. John watched them for a while and tried very hard to care about their pleasant little lights.

It did not work.

The sentence came back each time his mind went quiet.

One hundred barrels of human blood.

Tested.

He had spent much of his life avoiding the weight of consequence. This was easier for someone born in Kum with fine clothes, good tutors, and enough money to call mistakes adventures. There had always been another road. Another inn. Another apology someone else could prepare if the damage became too official.

He was not cruel in the way cruel men often liked to be cruel. He did not enjoy pain for its own shape. He disliked solemn people. He disliked being trapped. He disliked boredom. None of those, until recently, had seemed dangerous enough to deserve examination.

Now they did.

He stopped near a barn at the edge of the village when he heard voices above him.

At first he thought they were thieves. Then he heard a girl laugh, soft and quickly hidden, and a boy whisper too loudly that no one could possibly hear them.

John looked up.

Two figures lay on the slanted roof of the barn, half hidden by the ridge and the night. They had climbed there with the confidence of people who had climbed there before. The boy had one arm behind his head. The girl lay beside him, her skirt gathered carefully so it would not catch on the shingles. They were looking at the stars, or pretending to. Their shoulders touched.

John should have left.

Instead, he sat on a stack of cut timber beneath the eaves.

It was not a good impulse. It was not even a respectable one. It was the act of a man who needed a distraction and had found a private tenderness not meant for him. He knew that. He also remained.

"I heard something today," the boy said.

"You always hear something," the girl replied.

"No, this one is good. From a merchant. He said there is a Slimus with a mind like a person. Not trained. Not owned. Living. Talking, maybe. Walking around causing trouble."

"Slimus do not talk."

"This one might."

"Or the merchant wanted more coins for his turnips."

The boy laughed. "You are cruel to honest trade."

"I am cruel to bad stories."

"It was a good story. The Slimus is small, dangerous, and apparently very stubborn." He turned his head toward her. "Rather like you."

The girl went quiet for exactly long enough to decide whether she enjoyed the comparison.

"You think I am slimy?"

"No. Small. Cute. And very much in charge of itself."

She shoved him with her shoulder. He slid an inch down the roof and caught himself with a small gasp. John almost laughed.

"Careful," the girl said. "If you fall, I will tell everyone you were defeated by a compliment."

"It was a violent compliment."

"Then you should grow stronger."

The boy's name, John learned a moment later, was Ron. The girl's was Lily. They spoke with the ease of people whose families had known each other long enough to make privacy difficult. Lily knew which beam in the barn creaked and where Ron's father hid the better cider. Ron knew that Lily pretended not to like sweet pears and always took two when no one was watching.

Their world seemed very small.

It also seemed, for a few minutes, sufficient.

Then Lily said, "Do you ever wonder if the stories are connected?"

Ron made a doubtful sound. "Which stories?"

"All of them. Strange Slimus. Bad dreams in Friar. Explorers vanishing near old roads. My mother says people have been speaking of the Soluna Reaper again. Quietly, but often enough."

"Your mother works in a tavern. Taverns are built from bad news."

"That is exactly why she hears things."

"You are a farm girl, Lily. How do you know what the continent is doing?"

The words were not meant to hurt. That did not save them.

Lily sat up slightly. "Because people talk when they think barmaids are furniture. My mother hears more truth pouring ale than your uncle hears at council meetings."

Ron was silent.

Then, in a smaller voice, he said, "I did not mean it that way."

"Then mean better next time."

John looked down at his hands. A smile touched his mouth and then left.

Ron shifted on the roof. "I only worry."

"About the Reaper?"

"About you."

Lily said nothing.

Ron continued, now awkward in the way honest boys are awkward when honesty finally catches them. "You know so much. About roads, and merchants, and old stories. Sometimes I think you will wake up one day and decide the village is too small. Then you will realise I am part of the village."

The roof creaked as Lily moved closer to him.

"Ron."

"I know I am not much."

"You are the only boy I know who can apologise badly and still mean it well. That is something."

"Is it enough?"

"Tonight it is."

A quiet followed. John did not look up. He felt suddenly, unpleasantly visible, though neither of them knew he was there.

Ignorance was rarely bliss, he thought. More often it was shelter. Knowledge, when it arrived, did not make people better. It only removed the roof.

Ron feared knowledge because it might carry Lily away.

Lily wanted knowledge because it made the village less absolute.

John had wanted knowledge because it had always looked like motion.

Now he knew a sentence that made the world uglier simply by existing in his mind.

He thought of the vortex. He thought of a ship pushing into black water while barrels were opened. He thought of the old gods, not as poetry, but as things that might have learned to be quiet only after tasting enough of mankind.

Then another memory rose before he could push it down.

Wakaku's camp in Gobua. The torn notes. The scholar's horror. The small Slimus writhing under the Tether Curse while John watched with calm interest and called it a test.

He closed his eyes.

The night seemed to tilt.

Other memories followed. Doors opened because he enjoyed seeing what would happen. People nudged into choices because he liked the shape of pressure. Fires begun as jokes. Wounds dismissed as consequences belonging to other people.

He had not thought of himself as evil. He still did not.

That was worse.

Evil, at least, seemed like a decision one might recognise. What frightened him now was the possibility that ruin could be reached lightly. With a smile. With charm. With a raised eyebrow and a clever sentence.

His skin went cold beneath his shirt.

For the first time in many years, John of Kum felt the full size of his own carelessness.

Above him, Lily laughed again. Ron had said something too quiet to hear. Their small world continued, fragile and warm on the barn roof.

John stood.

He did not want to take that from them. Not the evening. Not the illusion that the future might be bargained with by kindness alone.

Before he left, he lifted one hand.

A few soft lights gathered in his palm, each no larger than a seed. They unfolded into little mana butterflies, pale blue and gold, their wings thin as breath. He sent them upward, not as a spell of use, but as a gift.

One butterfly rose past the roof edge.

Lily gasped.

"Ron."

More followed. They circled above the barn, drifting through the dark like lantern sparks that had remembered how to fly.

Ron sat up. "Did you do that?"

"If I did," Lily said, her voice full of wonder, "I would have begun with something less beautiful so you would not grow spoiled."

John smiled despite himself.

Then he turned back toward Waka.

The academy lights waited beyond the fields. Magnolia waited there too, in some room full of old professors and older books, turning horror into research because that was how her mind protected itself.

He respected her. He admired her. He wanted, still, to sit near her and say something foolish until she laughed.

But he could no longer mistake the road for a game.

Behind him, the farmers watched the butterflies until the lights faded into the dark.

John did not look back.

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